It's an addiction she said. You will never have children and never know the love I feel, you will get aids and die, you can never be happy. You are going to kill your father, you are selfish and don't even care how your choices affect others. She said all these things and more. She also told him how much she loved him and how she was sure Robert was a good person. She told him that her love for him was unconditional.
He remembered every play she attended, every recital she sat through and rehearsal she drove him to. He did not question her love, in fact he reciprocated all of that, when he told her about the engagement the pain it brought her brought him more pain than anyone could imagine. The knowledge that he would never find joy without bringing her pain was too much for him. He wished he was five years old and believed in god again.
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